sometimes in life, u make decisionS n dun look back...... ppl muz be thinking i might be somehow be longing for the elephant but i wanna say, NO... i will make myself or rather force myself to bring her out of my life... i've been thru happy moments n teary times wif her but its all now over n done.... get this straight Mr Huang Yiying, u've been hurt enuff from this lady.... u shouldn't be going thru all these over again..... YOU deserve someone more n much better than her! force urself to not think or her or wat... ITS NOT WORTH IT! in life there're much more better stuff to be done than to be thinking of the past.... its easy saying but i know i can n i will do it.... sigh... okie.. time to but HER aside... was flipping thru my hp doc n i've been listening to the ktv session i recorded while fren singing... hehee, gotta admit that her voice is reali nice when singing!... longing to go ktv wif her SOON!! Came across this recorded track then suddenly i miss my X-lover.... she's always there wif mi thru these yrs but i think i some how have forgotten her existance.... muz shower more love n spent some quantity n quality time wif her le.... in the past i always spent hrs of my time wif her, touching her, playing wif her... always giving so wonderful time but i think i've kinda lose some feel n touch for her but i will make myself hab the past feel back.... to love her more this time.... sigh.. i need that old feel back... the touch on her wif my gentle fingers, listen to her more.... its a love since young but now y m i not loving her as much... wats happening to mi... dun worry baby... i will acc u when i hab the time.... listening to u n feeling u wif my fingers once more.... u will not be lonely again okie??..... let mi hab the chance to make more wonderful memories together okie....... i will be able to make myself hab the feel back.... lets hab the melodies of life that ppl always envy......................