been reali reali missing for reali real long time.... believe that no1's cummin on to read the ongoings of mi as i've already stopped visiting ppls's blog... doesnt reali matter to mi.. for whole of this 1 yr many stuff happened.... ended my "not so long relationship wif elephant, getting on fine wif my life now... n fallen out wif my so call 'brothers' who dun simply hab the basic trust n confidence in mi.... u dun simply come up to mi n ask of wat happened to mi n her after so long n since u peers says u're not interested in my sad stories.... some stuff juz simply happen for sum reasons n it happened right from the day i ended it.... n since u would rather buy stories of others then i dun think n feel i will hab the need to defend myself.... no right's n wrong's as its already over n done... congrats on ur wedding n may u live a blissful life after... i'm oso going to another chapter of my life n i'm sure this chapter of my life hab already ended.. i gave up alot for some, messed up my life, screw up for 1 whole yr, hurting n being hurt by ppl around mi is simply not a fun n interesting phrase to go thru but i suppose it's all being put to an end now except for 1 particular matter... i apologize for all hurtful stuff i've done.. I'm Reali SO Sorry... N for all who stood by mi all long, i reali thank u alot!! its reali very much appreciated.. wif this last post here, i wish, all the best n wateva u do n do ur best n wateva u do... take care! God bless...