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Thursday, July 31, 2008 Y 5:07 PM


was feeling SO free so decided to clear my emails... deleted few hundreds of them.. phew... gonna continue tomolo... tons of junk mails... tired of clicking... while clearin stumble onto an email sent by a "fren" quite some time ago... found it "quite meaningful" so decided to post it here.. if u ppl hab received or read b4, maybe can read it again...........


One day I decided to quit...

I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality...

I wanted to quit my life.

I went to the woods to have one last talk.

I said. "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?"

His answer surprised me...

"Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?"

"Yes", I replied.

"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them. I gave them light. I gave them water.

The fern quickly grew from the earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed.

But I did not quit on the bamboo. In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful.

And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. He said.

"In year three there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would not quit.

In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo see.

I would not quit." He said.

"Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth.

Compared to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant...But just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over

100 feet tall.

It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive.

I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle."

He said to me. "Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been

growing roots?"

"I would not quit on the bamboo n I will never quit on you."

"Don't compare yourself to others." He said. "The bamboo had a different purpose than the fern. Yet they both make

the forest beautiful."

"Your time will come", God said to me. "You will rise high"

"How high should I rise?" I asked.

"How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return.

"As high as it can?" I questioned.

"Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high as you can."

I left the forest and bring back this story.

"When we have our thought very high,
Even the fate will fear to cast its shadow near by!!!



Y 11:55 AM


woke up early morning to hab a body health check up.... knn.. its not very cheap actually.... nabeh.. pocket burn big hole! wat are the checklist provided? the list are as below...

eyes, ears, nose, throat, dental condition, neck n thyroid, chest, lungs, heart, abdomen, hernia, genitalia, rectal/prostate exam, pelvic exam, lymph nodes, skin, musculoskeletal, reflexes, height, weight, BP, PR, body mass index..

blood examination consists of
blood group, HIV status, sugar, cholestrol plus a list of funny funny stuff which are r in short form which limbeh oso dunno is wat.. i onli know the doc drew ALOT of blood, (which after he divided in 3 test tube lookalike thing) army normally drew 1 n this testS need 3.. maybe can go donate blood in the future le.. hahaa... n lucky i'm not that scared of needles as during armytimes i've been poke wif much more bigger size needles

follow by eyesight check which is a 6/6!! hahaa!... then Xray of chest, urine examination (already given) AND STOOL examination(which currently i hab no shits in my Ass) hahaa!!
well, i'll wait for the results n i hope i'm a healthy man!!


Monday, July 28, 2008 Y 5:31 PM


went prawning last sat wif some of AK personnels at pasir ris....managed onli to catch a few prawns but a nice uncle spotted by *Rabbit gave us his catch of the nite.. bout 10 prawns onli.. i think i caught bout 8.. hehee.. not too bad la... went home cooked maggie mee to go wif some of my catch for supper.... fresh prawnS.. yum yum... Pig had the least luck of the nite... hahaa..... toking bout prawning, mi remember that earlier of the month went fishing wif some of my "section mates".... not too bad day.. managed to hab 2 regular size fish caught by robert, wif his newly bought rod costing him cool 140buck few days ago... each weighing close to 2 kg each..... hahaa... nice fish for dinner as we brought to frens hse kopi tiam "zi char tua" for them to cook for us... hahaa.... very very fresh fish i can say.... hahhaaa.... gonna post the clip of fren catching the fish nxt first then hope the solo clip of merlion tomolo....







Saturday, July 26, 2008 Y 4:03 PM


clips of 2 types of sliding..... a nice short n sweet type n a long kukumalu type.... hahaa... which 1 do u prefer??






Y 4:14 AM


its a lonely friday nite for mi today.... normally friday nites will sure be out wif some sweet frens of mine but this week is a lonely nite for mi..... sigh..... hab to be home alone drink my expired rebina... hahaa... sainz de lor.... juz hab bout half a bottle.... its rather spicy.. hehee.... too long no drink le?? not sure.. hahaa.. lost count of how much alocohol i've drank this period of time.... all i know is BEER can make some1 weigh "abit" heavier... which that applies to mi at this moment... hahaa.... i'm getting fat?? hahaa..i hope i can be weighing bout 60KG end of the yr... yeah... suppliment are useless to mi as i've tried them.. wasted few hundreds on it n cant gain much from it.... n it make mi hab pimples at that time... darn... make my face look like kena ramp over by a 5 ton tonner.... hahahaa..... wat toking mi sia... mi be too lonely today le lor... turtle.. when the prawning session lor..... ; ) dun make birdie happy for nothing... darn.... mi so pissed off by blogging... due to my stupid type keyboard... always eating up some alphabetS of mine..... so bear wif my typo errors.... juz some old thoughts....

my life now is without KFC mash potatoes, nor habing to eat cheese i dun reali like,
no more having to report of what im doing n where i m...
drinkin as n when or mostly when i like,
going out with whom may it be or wat time it could be...
should i be happy??
i questioned myself suddenly....

looking n thinking on the smiles i love to see,
going out of my life, my site, even my sight makes mi sigh...
this is something someone reali dun reali like....
but wat else could limpeh do?
i dunno at all....
maybe this is life....

in life u gain something, while u lose some...
dun be sad when u lose something,
as u might be actually gaining something instead,
on the verse,
when u gain something,
dun be happy...
as u might be losing something instead...

which couple do remember when they say the first love U?
we do celebrateS annivesarieS yearly,
but do we reali hab to do that?
r we reali happy when we celebrate,
or is it juz another routing of life?

is it e life u wanted or due to others whom oso doing it...
are we actually living for ourselves
or for some others to see?
does the eyes of others meant so much to 1self...
or u're ownself as lost too?
i can rather tell u im so lost that i dun even knw which heaven i m....

in relationships, we quarreled,
but why do we hab to quarrel,
when we hab to coax the other party?
i dun understand that..
quarreling may froster relationship,
but it could stainED it too..
hab u wonder when u're quarreling..
r u frostering relationship or stainning it?

sigh... life is in such a arkward position..
juz like *sotong says,
at times we hab to take a step back n look..
there's a time n place to stop but will u do that??
and like i asked *monkey recently,
would u rather live ur life in regrets or take another risk?
how many risk n regrets could 1selve take in life??

can u hold ur promise for a lifetime,
or promises are reali meant to be broken?
how many promises how u made wifout 1selve knowin,
and how many have u fufilled?
dun ask wat the other party hab done,
but instead asked wat hab u done..

nabeh, u think i've muz be drunk or sad,
but i tell u...
my 1selve oso dunno.... *nah.. not drunk at all lah!
hahaa... but rather Very awake!
u may think its getting long but i think its sibeh short!
its my blog so dun make too much noise,
n not all reads all mah,
who reali does reads my blog man...
aku tata wu la.....
like wat lim[peh says.. no 1 cares, no1 bothers...

i reali think its getting abit long le lor... hahaa.. no clips today.. maybe the next post will hab clip... Ms lion.. can i post u playing the solo of Dance of Yao... the focus is not all on but i reali think u would wanna see or rather hear... no off sound.. no worries.... hahahaa.... yeap.. gonna enjoy the next half bottle of my wine le.... its such a long entry... Fairy Godsis.. i miss u!... i finally understand wat u hab said then..... ;) cheerios!!


Tuesday, July 22, 2008 Y 12:51 AM


Ms horse... argh.... u make mi go wrong place to find pix to delete lor.... i think my facebook no post pix at all.. no wonder cant find pix to delete... all are being tag.... mi trying to find pix to delete for hrs lor.. then i went friendster to see... i think she's refering to friendster.... okay.. nvm... over n deleted.... SIGH.... seeing on those happy smiles going out of my site n sight make mi sigh.... those pix reali do make mi miss those times.... cannot imagine that i was even deleted out of her account..... sigh.... hab sent a request over to her on friendster, up to her whether to add back.... wateva.... thinking of wat clip to post next... i think i'm fine.. no worries.. erm... dun think ppl would be worried either.... juz hope i'll not hab nightmare nor sweet dream again tonite....


Monday, July 21, 2008 Y 6:56 PM


haben been slping well these few nites.... after a drinking session last fri, hab been having nightmare since.... argh... i wonder why i hab dream of those ppl.... strange..... oh well.. i hope i'll hab a good nite slp tonite!... okie.. SK.. next clip is for u... a windy bday cake cutting out at the beach.... getting the candle holder out if u still can remember that moment... its abit dark.. so.. hehee.. hab to listen more to see..... think its ur 19 birthday then......




Thursday, July 17, 2008 Y 4:50 AM


hahaa... posting wif choo slping on my hse sofa... weakling... mi weak enuff le he even weaker than mi.... joker.... 2 bottles of beer VOMITed.... still dare request come my hse ask mi open my red wine.. okay.. i opened... 1 n a half glass.. asked for plastic back vomit n he's now snoring his night away on my sofa.... waste my kfc chicken n wine onli lor.... hahaa... alvin choo... 1 nite, 2 times vomit but i'm still awake... still can be blogging away.... something muz be very wrong..... so did any1 appriciate those clips i posted.... Mr monkey... like the clip i post?... SUAVE rite.. playing SOLO at NKF extravaganza!!... hahhaaa!! i bet u've forgotten the moment lor... hahaa... it clip worth a million now!!




Wednesday, July 16, 2008 Y 8:37 PM


since no much ppl likes to be on my blog... Mr Monkey.. i'll hab u up next..... hahahaaa!.. an old old skool clip which i think u've already forgotten!! not onli u, i think all dun reali know that this moment was all taken down..... proudly owned by onli mi!! its now a video worth a million!!! Enjoy the clip Mr Monkey!!




Y 6:34 PM


hahaa.. managed to lay my hands on these old old skool videos...... juz a sneak preview of those good old times.... let the video paints a thousand words!...... i think more would be interested in these old skool ones....... cherished moments......... let mi know wat kinda clip r more popular...... AK or GVSB times........




Tuesday, July 15, 2008 Y 6:09 PM


okie.. here's another video.... Mr Monkey n Mr Pig singing Zuo You Wei Nan... a song which they sing in sec skool n duno how they mangaged to get Second prize lor... hahaa.... n Mr Pig Always complain that they should b getting First place instead!.. hahaa.. oh well.... its yrs after the com that they sing this song again... enjoy the moment of the clip.... not as good as in sec skool but its better than nothing.....



Friday, July 11, 2008 Y 7:06 PM


hehee... sneak preview of a portion of old skool funny times...... one of my funny brudder wif her gf of then, wife of the future....... if anyone find it uncomfortable, tag mi or msn mi.. i'll bring the clip totally down...

CLIP REMOVED...


Y 5:56 PM




pix of reservice... stay tune ppl... gonna post some old clips soon..... clips of AK... hahaa.... old skool times!


Thursday, July 10, 2008 Y 2:32 PM


received a msg from monkey that his granny hab handed her citizenship on planet earth this morning... take it easy monkey n i know u sure will!.... *grin* do ur last part for ur granny by takin pixs n video at the parade... tae it easy brudder........
okie.. think lately hab been going fishing frequently... wif my platoonmates.... went wif them last sun this going to go on this sat again... yeah.... long time no see ppl fish n now fisher hab changed their method... they can no longer use reel.. juz a carbon rod n a nylon string attached to it.... no reel... its like those TV type of old ppl method... so old style lor, but they still can managed to catch fish.. interesting..... when out wif some frens last nite for dinner n small drinking session.... hab been meet up wif them quite lately as i think no other ppl will be very interested in meeting mi le lor... complicacity mi... hahahaa... I'm Mr Devil... Aarrgghh.... hahahaa.... went dinner at a HK cafe at Orchard... knn.. the food SO salty lor!! suck to max de lor... wan u drop as much hair as u can after u eat their stuff lor.... after dinner when for a short shopping as some1 wanted to get something in mind... waited quite awhile while he tried on stuffs lor... hahaha... after which we when to chill at the Balcony @ the hereen.... not a bad place la....... like the rocking chairs there.... rock n rock.... we were thinking hard of wat to drink then "darling" said wanted to try their ice wine again so we opened a bottle shared by 3.. as 1 of our fren dun drink.... wah... reali quite nice lor... abit icy, dun hab the rather alcohol taste unlike red wine, n most importantly it taste sweet!.. hehehe.. nowonder most ladies love it.... mi no bring my camara out so need wait for ppl to sent mi those pix... hehehee....


Wednesday, July 9, 2008 Y 1:32 PM


finally back to blog...... last 1 week of ict shag mi out totally..... low key of ict sure is fun.... cannot imagine how many times i bathe a day, wat kinda timing i hab suppers from Mac... okie... juz on day 1, i bathe at least 5 times... hahaa... earli morning, b4 n after meals n before going to bed...... shiok... n i dun even be bother to bring my toiletries, keep stealing for platoon mates, as there's a "long distance relative" in my platoon... hahahaa.... ppl there are all very willing to share wif mi... hahaha.... haiz.. lying on the same bed, same corner, but could not be think of the same Gal i always think during ICT... sigh... okie... mi wan say mi lost 400bucks in camp.... knn... say le oso sain.... char jian er guo lor! i dun gamble in camp, so how did i lost 400 bucks?? curious rite? this ict was a low key, meant for range n ippt.... the range could make us 200 bucks richer, it not like in the past which is individual effort, its section level, meaning if 1 fucker in ur section not happy wan sabo the rest he can.... marksman is sectional level now.. my section onli need 1 shot each n we could be 200 bucks richer... but my section some really quite bobo so goes my 1st 200... then came thursday ippt, lost another 200 bucks there... was actually aiming for GOLD.... all static station get 5 points except board jump.. 4 points... was running like a mad dog on the track aiming to hit the gold timing... 9.59.. on my 5th round saw the board timing that my timing is 8.30 so was thinking, do i still hab chance? can i do next 400m in 1.29 sec? hack care.. open up my pace n go for it... then knnbccb, clocked a timing of 10.07! 8 seconds late! this 8 seconds cost mi another 200 bucks, not Gold, onli Silver... sibeh sain.... okie.... dun wan sayore le.. more say bout that 400 bucks more sain.... will try post some picks i took later.....





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Ppl call me LaoYing
Used to be a Jie in AK
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Past Time Activity

Sleeping, Photography, Listening to music, KTVing, Playing wif my not so cheap toys....

Desires

- A FF Dslr...
- A ReD band lens...
- A Sheltie...
- A ride of my own...
- More Care for N from frens....
- All to stay worries free n healthy...

Words Could Kill

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Mind what you`re tagging
May lead into Unnecessary Misunderstanding




My Rubbish Thoughts

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how
they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War III

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair



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