its a lonely friday nite for mi today.... normally friday nites will sure be out wif some sweet frens of mine but this week is a lonely nite for mi..... sigh..... hab to be home alone drink my expired rebina... hahaa... sainz de lor.... juz hab bout half a bottle.... its rather spicy.. hehee.... too long no drink le?? not sure.. hahaa.. lost count of how much alocohol i've drank this period of time.... all i know is BEER can make some1 weigh "abit" heavier... which that applies to mi at this moment... hahaa.... i'm getting fat?? hahaa..i hope i can be weighing bout 60KG end of the yr... yeah... suppliment are useless to mi as i've tried them.. wasted few hundreds on it n cant gain much from it.... n it make mi hab pimples at that time... darn... make my face look like kena ramp over by a 5 ton tonner.... hahahaa..... wat toking mi sia... mi be too lonely today le lor... turtle.. when the prawning session lor..... ; ) dun make birdie happy for nothing... darn.... mi so pissed off by blogging... due to my stupid type keyboard... always eating up some alphabetS of mine..... so bear wif my typo errors.... juz some old thoughts....

my life now is without KFC mash potatoes, nor habing to eat cheese i dun reali like,

no more having to report of what im doing n where i m...

drinkin as n when or mostly when i like,

going out with whom may it be or wat time it could be...

should i be happy??

i questioned myself suddenly....

looking n thinking on the smiles i love to see,

going out of my life, my site, even my sight makes mi sigh...

this is something someone reali dun reali like....

but wat else could limpeh do?

i dunno at all....

maybe this is life....

in life u gain something, while u lose some...

dun be sad when u lose something,

as u might be actually gaining something instead,

on the verse,

when u gain something,

dun be happy...

as u might be losing something instead...

which couple do remember when they say the first love U?

we do celebrateS annivesarieS yearly,

but do we reali hab to do that?

r we reali happy when we celebrate,

or is it juz another routing of life?

is it e life u wanted or due to others whom oso doing it...

are we actually living for ourselves

or for some others to see?

does the eyes of others meant so much to 1self...

or u're ownself as lost too?

i can rather tell u im so lost that i dun even knw which heaven i m....

in relationships, we quarreled,

but why do we hab to quarrel,

when we hab to coax the other party?

i dun understand that..

quarreling may froster relationship,

but it could stainED it too..

hab u wonder when u're quarreling..

r u frostering relationship or stainning it?

sigh... life is in such a arkward position..

juz like *sotong says,

at times we hab to take a step back n look..

there's a time n place to stop but will u do that??

and like i asked *monkey recently,

would u rather live ur life in regrets or take another risk?

how many risk n regrets could 1selve take in life??

can u hold ur promise for a lifetime,

or promises are reali meant to be broken?

how many promises how u made wifout 1selve knowin,

and how many have u fufilled?

dun ask wat the other party hab done,

but instead asked wat hab u done..

nabeh, u think i've muz be drunk or sad,

but i tell u...

my 1selve oso dunno.... *nah.. not drunk at all lah!

hahaa... but rather Very awake!

u may think its getting long but i think its sibeh short!

its my blog so dun make too much noise,

n not all reads all mah,

who reali does reads my blog man...

aku tata wu la.....

like wat lim[peh says.. no 1 cares, no1 bothers...

i reali think its getting abit long le lor... hahaa.. no clips today.. maybe the next post will hab clip... Ms lion.. can i post u playing the solo of Dance of Yao... the focus is not all on but i reali think u would wanna see or rather hear... no off sound.. no worries.... hahahaa.... yeap.. gonna enjoy the next half bottle of my wine le.... its such a long entry... Fairy Godsis.. i miss u!... i finally understand wat u hab said then..... ;) cheerios!!